Scraping my way to the surface...thing are so dark down here..throw me a rope and pull me out....

woah  just thought that up off the top of my head..that was good!!!

Wash Me Away (So He'll Never Know)

mascara runs down my pink cheeks, my blood shot eyes look like i havent slept for weeks, all this pressure now on my young back, but I never will the need of what he lacks, too many tears have been shed tonight, but im still too scared to turn off my light, the tears all dried up still show on my face, still lost and lonely waiting for love's true embrace. Wash back the past and go on to tomarrow, wash back the tears from yesterday's sorrows, listen to this and tell me i'm loved, dream of him but i he wants nothing of.  Wahs away my worries so i can let go, wash away my problems so he'll never know.  Still worried what runs through his mind, too hard to see what he tries to hide, I want to be there for him but he wont let me in, I still wonder if he ever felt anything.  Wash back the past and go onto tomarrow, wash back the tears from yesterday's sorrows, hear this from me and make me feel blessed, i try to hold back as my heart beats from my chest, I was away my worries so I can let go, Wash away my missery so he'll never know.  He is my love and he's all i had, even thought we've parted he'll be so hart to move past.  Wash back the past go onto tomarrow, I hold back my tears from yesterday's sorrow, I look into his eyes but he doesnt see me, and i wash away my worries so i can let go, I wash away my blood today so he'll never know...what he does to me....

A Promise

Verse 1

Thinking of you all day and night

Wishing so much that you were here right by my side

Imagining your arms wrapped all around me

I'm lost in emothions of love too thick to see

Loving you is so amazing and so great

that every moment without you makes my body ache

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Chorus

a promise is needed to make sure the feeling stays

to keep you by me and never let this love start to fade

you make me warm and complete again

i cant think of anyone else to be with in the end

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Verse 2

Dreaming every moment of being with you here

and every moment with out I'm  holding back my tears

Waking in the morning to see your bright and thaughtful smile

Best thing i will ever see in a very long while

loving you is so remarkable and so real

finally after all these years you've taught me how to feel

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Chorus

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Verse 3

Kissing me and loving me in all the ways you do

Makes me realize how much i am crazy in love with you!

Being with you and seeing you with me is such a perfect dream

Everything within your reach is purely amazing

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Chorus